Where I've Been...

So I've taken some time off...

I wish I could say that it has been some productive time but it hasn't. In all honesty it has been a self destructive time for me.

Instead of continuing the positive path I chose after all of my heartaches I went back in thinking I had something to prove or gain because of how long we were together. It didn't work out that way ... I was used and discarded yet again by me ex husband 😞. Now I know many of us go back to see if there are still some kind of feelings left there. Perhaps, you feel he made a huge mistake in leaving you and will take you back and things will go back to the way they were. But, NO!

You see going back to the things that were is what brought us to this point in our life ... this end in our relationship. My ex husband never lifted me up, never felt gratified with my duties as a wife and mother, never told me how beautiful I was or how I was the love of his life. Instead, all he did was put me down, lie, cheat, turn my children and family against me, run out on me and our children and our home. It was a trait he found to be very easy and rewarding for him. He never thought of the "CAUSE AND EFFECT" that his actions would have on the children and me. Plain and simple...He was selfish!

Now I say "NO MORE"!!! This is my time to live and breathe in the fresh air. My time to explore a whole new life without restrictions or hate. My time to shine and fly free of all of the anguish I suffered.

I will tell you this...

It's easier said than done, I know that now. We are going to have bad days and many setbacks but that is what makes us human. Some may say, It's been over a year and you should be over him. I say, there is no time frame on when your fully ready to let go and move on. Everyone's grief and healing process is different. Follow your own lead and learn how to use your time and space wisely. No one knows what your feeling or what your thinking ...it will get easier in your own time.

We make out DESTINY!!!! 💪🙏💫❤️🌟⭐️